explain? -x

so i've been wondering ...

how life works.
cause honestly lately, i don't get it.
you work so hard for something for so long
and within seconds its gone.
vanished.
you've been nice. extra nice. the nicest ever..
and you'd think positive karma would come around.
instead.
the worst comes.

you're born with innocence
and care.
yet your gifted with a horrible disease.
before your life can even start.
before you can even live your life.

your whole life has been about achieving.
yet the underacheivers go farther than yourself.
unfair.
truely unfair.

if there is a god.
then why is he doing this to us.
make us stronger?
show us a lesson?
change our perspective?

i wouldn't know but all i can say is life is unfair.
truely unfair.
sometimes we deserve what we get.
but mostly, we don't.

god, please, freaking explain?
♥